緊緊抓住祢

讚美之泉 GLOW系列 1 - 差遣我，27



我無助的時候　祢給我力量
我害怕的時候　祢緊緊抱住我

當我覺得我不行　祢告訴我可以
祢就是那最愛我的主

我緊緊抓住祢　我永遠不放手
我看到祢獨生子　為我釘死在十架上

我緊緊抓住祢　我永遠不放手
是祢醫治了我　是祢從來沒離開過我

我已看到我的未來　充滿信心和盼望

========================================

很想為昨天的事情向你道歉。

我承認我當時的回應實在是非常不專業，甚至聽起來是不負責任。
我希望下次我有機會面對這樣的提點時，能帶感謝和積極的心回應。
我明白，你是為事情能做好而作出善意的提點，實在對不起令你難受了。

我回家禱告時，發現自己在不夠空間的情況下，很多時會把別人的「指正」誤take為「指責」，也反彈得很快。
謝謝天父，也謝謝你讓我多了解自己的shadow。

在突破裡做了3年多行政支援，也發現自己實在不夠憐憫和不夠謙卑。
感謝天父所給的機會，讓我能參與祂的工作，讓我在當中也經歷transformation。

盼望你能包容我的不足，叫這事情不攔阻我們主裡的合一和相交。

Kityan

========================================

Hi Kit Yan,

Thanks so much for your reply. Really appreciate your reflection and positive response to this matter.

I understood that you had not enough space when you faced so many problems to be solved. By that moment, it was exactly the feeling of what you described: "not being professional" and "反彈". By that time, if you just told me who was in charge of it, I could request him/her to correct. It was my frustration that I did not know who to talk to. Besides, if this was to be printed out to campers, I did not think it was good and professional.

Thank you so much for responding to this issue (though only a small matter), for I think you really are experiencing the transformation (which would be a big one!).

One thing is: it is not me to 包容你的不足, it's you also to 包容我的不足. We are all learning together in Jesus. 為你感謝神，同行極珍貴!

衷心感謝！

========================================

是的，衷心感謝我們的父。=)
這一課，實在寶貴。